Oh. You read the words
that flowed from my heart
onto the screen?
Plans of laying in another's arms..
his arms are so familiar to me
they held me before you took me away
from him, from us..
and now you refuse to make me remember
that you held out your hand
and told me
to trust you..
to let him go
to love you..
that you would always
be there for me.
he never left
my side..
i've known you for 13 years
him for 18..
when you're good to me,
he plays the back
when you forget to put me first,
he lends an ear
when you lose your mind,
he steps up to soothe me
he rocks me to sleep
from hundreds of miles
away...
you have him to thank
for me being here,
if you
only knew.
when you left,
he sent me back to you..
you were the better provider
at the time.
A life on the run was not for me,
I cried to him,
he told me to forgive you
for being unsure about us -
and him
for giving away his
most prized possession..
the game taught him
if the heat was around the corner
he had to be able
to walk away from me
in 30 seconds flat
He did..
and I forgave,
both of you.
His wife
could never take my place
and you
can never replace him...
Real love spans decades..
See, Me and him
we have this thing..
mmmmm .. gotta close my eyes
and squeeze my thighs..
*sigh*
The tattoo inked into my flesh
stil bares his name,
my attempt to cover it up with
beautiful flowers did so but,
anyone can clearly see
"the infinity sign"
that we declared
to be ours
underneath.
Damn , a bitch got sidetracked..
Where was I?
Yea so you found my letter to him?
Now what?
You stay or you go.
If you stay
you need to love me
like you did
before..
But him,
until the day he dies..
he'll be
here for me
and I
for him
he craves what you neglect
so I'm asking..
Are you ready to give me back ?
he says
he'll be waiting
at the drop off point.
name the time and place..
